Hot gyal

 Maybe I will wipe these tears

but for now I feel their sting.

It's either I get super hot or disappear

either way I end in misery

I have no problem crying in a bikini

that's what my aspirations look like now

since you've left

I don't blame you

and I say this to console myself more than to assure you

my stomach will be flat the next time you see me

I will be hot

and scalding with desire

to change the past

and make things right